Burst that Ego bubble, pls..

I hope the liveliness of this song is able to light everyone up. Indeed, this song was my first and favourite mandarin pop song, way way back 13 yrs ago. My parents used to have the wrong idea that I am a fan of Sally Yeh, but the truth is that I only like this song of hers. Its so hard to find a non love ballad mandarin pop song these days.

From my past few entires, Cindee was sharp enough to tell I am not feeling good these days, despite the fact that i have already tried not to express my mood too explicitly over my blog. Thanks for being sensitive. Ever since the 'viewership' of my blog increases, i see the greater reluctance in me to write down my true feelings. For obvious reason, i dun wanna to give others an impression that i am a weakling.

Although I am not officially out of job, I would like to regard myself as an umemployed personnel. The feeling sux. And becos of that, I could sense my own ego diminishing instantaneously. Probably it has swelled too much over the past 1 yr that it finally got burst. Be it my attitude towards the nurses at NUH or the waitresses at restaurants, I find myself less arrogant, demanding and more courteous towards them. Arghh.. its all becos of money. When u have the money, you have greater purchasing power and u feel proud - and thats me!

Many ppl have been giving me negative comments on my resignation. Most of them told me that I shld have found a job first before i resigned. Those words are definitely not encouraging, but my action is definitely not in accordance to societal norm. Perhaps i have been following too closely to the govt systems, to wat the society expect of me, tat i feel the need to out grow myself, in search of wat i want in life.

Ppl laugh at me for being bo liao, driving all the way to NUS from bedok for a jog, driving all the way to NTU for a car wash, driving all the way to sungei buloh to watch the birds.... But i am just being myself. I live in my own world, and I m happy with my own life.

Stay cool.