Aspiration

In case u r wondering wat this pic is abt, its an airplane hovering above the water. I was sitting by the changi coastline watching the airplanes flying above my head almost every single minute. A v nice place to relax, cos its very deserted...

2 weeks ago, i was with Jen at the same place, feeling troubled, cos i havent gotten myself a job yet. The next day wud be an interview with ST Aerospace, and the sights of these airplanes hovering above my head were pretty intimidating. 2 weeks later, which was the nite before, I was there again with Jen. This time, I convinced myself that airplanes are not my cup of tea, so I shall forgo the job at ST aerospace.

I took my IPPT this morning, and as expected, i failed. In the past, I was always more worried with my statics station like standing broad jump and shuttle run (wahaha, dun laugh), for i found these stations depending very much on luck. Sometimes, I have no prob jumping 234 and even 255, but there were times I barely hit the 198 mark. The PTI this morning told us that SBJ is something which he duno how to teach, and feel that cannot be trained. As for shuttle run, I kinda developed a phobia when doing my turnings. Similarly, scoring full points for this station wasnt uncommon for me in the past, but my last IPPT was horrendous as i almost failed this station. But today... i managed to clear both stations well... lucky.

The unfortunate thing was my 2.4km, wahahaha. Unlike most other guys, the 2.4km wasnt a 'killer' event for me in the past. Although I have nv been a good jogger since young, but hitting the silver award timing was not a problem to me. In other words, i always got 'killed' by the statics station instead. But today, i was killed in this event, terribly. I am too ashamed to disclose my timing.. .arghh... if only i could run as fast as before..........

I aspire to become fitter. Jus give me some time and i will show to u......