This afternoon, I went to NUH for UltraSound. I felt as if i was a pregnant lady being scanned all over my abdomen, except for the fact there isnt any baby in me. Instead, a foreign but unidentified object was found somewhere near my kidney. I din bother to ask the medical officers for the details cos I am really not interested in it. Perhaps shall wait for what the doctor has to say, after i have completed all my scheduled scannings and endoscopy.
Proceeded to mandi my car at SOC carpark. Nice weather, nice feeling, nice place for bathing my Partner. Tmr is gonna be my brother's ROM, so have to make sure all the cars 'attending' the ceremony is presentable.
Feeling tired very easily these days. Voice getting more frail and face getting paler each day. Perhaps i shld start shaving my head again, as Michelle and a few others feedbacked to me that I look better (not more handsome but more vibrant) with my botak head. My present spiky hairstyle seems to be capturing too much attention from unwanted ppl, be it in hawker centres, NUH and even at my neighbourhood.... secondary school gals, guys (or gays) etc ... sighz.. but no attractive young ladies are looking at me :(
But my greatest concern is still none other than my parents. I hope I can take good care of them till their last breaths. If not, I hope they can be assured tat I have already founded 'the way' to lead a meaningful life, so they shall not be overly concerned over me.
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