无路可走，无路可退

无路可走，无路可退 is what i aim to push Lady A into. Becos of her special r/s with the snr manager and her ability to touch and win the hearts of many innocent (I call stupid) ppl, she is able to manipulate situations around in her favour. Even her direct superior, who is my v close friend (J), has to 'listen' to her orders and work under her mercy, even though by right this Lady A is supposed to report to her.

With this aim in mind, I am working out with my staffs to help J, such that it becomes Lady A's turn to plead J for help. And i think we r getting quite successful, in 'chopping off' all the helping hands Lady A used to have. When she has reached her wits end, she will have to turn to J for help, cos only J has established v good relations with my department, hahaha.

Last evening, a few frens from MOE were discussing whether its good to blog. One of them was against the idea, as he felt tat in blogging, we tend to write things tats not in accordance to social norm or morally right, and its a threat to their profession. But i think blogging really helps in balancing my life. We cant possibly pour out our problems to our friends all the while. We need time to gather our thoughts, to reflect on ourselves, to recollect our time spent, to know where we are heading to, to self organise etc.

Even long before i started blogging 2 yrs ago, I already have the habit of writing my own reflections and feelings in mircosoft Words. I remembered typing furiously on my laptop in between mugging breaks at the cen lib when i was in yr1.

I remembered joking to my mum and a few friends tat one day if u were to find a disfigured corpse with a long deep scar on the abdomen, theres a high chance that the body might be mine. As for now, if something abrupt or sudden were to happen to me one day, reading bits and traces of my blog may lead u to the clues.