Trust

I always thought that I dun easily trust ppl, tats becos i think i am smart & sensitive, but I guess I am wrong. I can be easily shakened, thats why I sometimes obliviously fall into ppl's traps.

There were 3 NUSBS snrs and 2 other friends during the discussions. Despite the evidence they have gathered, supported with very logical and strong analysis, I still harbour that little trust element in that accused. Oh now, am i getting too emotional that i fail to judge things rationally?

We often feel that we are in the worst situation, only to realise others may be in a worse situation than ours. My friend thought my predicament is jialat enough, but my other friend had an even much more jialat encounter. Just now, I listened in disbelieve. But I still refuse to let go of my trust for that accused completely ....

As compared with my snrs and friends, i m much weaker in dealing such situations without entangling myself with emotions. But dun get me wrong, i am not emotional now, but i just cant work things out rationally. I wonder whether its becos of my trust for ppl, or am i just bothering too much with ppl's feelings.

Once again, I am reminded of the great importance in self cultivation. The awareness and self-reflections. It doesn make a difference if we have a shaved head or are in the robes... but it makes a difference if we have a kind heart and pure mind - free from greed, hatred and delusions.