My Head is Spinning

This evening was the last time I could spin round the city in my Sonata. After parking it properly at the parking lot, I feel the reluctance in me to turn off the headlamps, radio and switching off of the engine. The sonata will be sent for scrape tmr, and while looking at this piece of beautiful white metal, I feel sad that its going to 'die' prematurely at the age of 5. Bad economy. My dad has changed at least 6-7 cars in my memory, and I have nv felt this type of sadness in me before. Probably everytime I part with an old car, I would be looking forward to travel in the new car replacement. This time round, there will not be any replacement for this Sonata... end of driving life for my dad.

This aftn joined NUSBSA in their outing at East Coast Park. Rode the bicyle and took the above pic at bedok jetty. I know some of u think i am very vain, i dun deny this fact but i thot there are many more worse than me, haha. The other pic is smallbro Ong, we had a v huge Murtabak at bugis last nite... dun u think he looks good in this photo?

After ECP, I visited Dr Ang at her house with Siew Ching. I guess the 'secret' i talked abt in my blog has kinda become an open secret, or at least its no longer a secret among my fellow bloggers/blog friends, esp those from NTU. I have approached a NUSBS snr for help, whom she has consulted Dr Ang for advice. But we were shocked that Dr Ang did not keep the case a secret although we appreciate her good intentions. Although names were not mentioned, it will kinda make things worse as more speculations will take place which I dun really like. I wudnt mind telling ppl the details, if not of protecting the reputation of the Sangha.

However, Dr Ang has successfully convinced me the importance and need of sharing the incident to people, esp those in the buddhist student community. So hey ppl out there who have received email abt a case whereby a Sangha misbehaved, the victim is me me me !!!!! So stop all the guesses liaos, and i really dun mind letting ppl know its me!

Thats what I have for tonite.....

Oh yeah, Riki Rawks!