Suffer Ring

Life is full of sufferings.

This evening, i got home and learnt that my dad has received another legal letter, and it sent the entire family's mood to rock bottom.

I am already very stressful at work, and it doesn help to come home facing the negative energies at home. I ended up quarrelling with my mum after i told her to stop her complaints. Its really beyond my threshold, as i am now facing pressure from work, no longer a carefree student enjoying his holidays.

I thought I have already done my best. I gave up going on hols, and applied for a job immediately after my last paper. I gave up going out to play in the evening and stayed at home for dinner. I managed to get a job faster than most of my peers, and am earning a decent pay. I duno wat else i can do really....

Just like what the workshop does everyday in changing the timing belts for taxi, i wonder when my own 'timing belt' will snap.

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..............