Efficiently Inefficient

Monday blues is something i have been experiencing lately. Today was no exception as I made my way to the workplace with a heavy heart.

Today it seemed as if the sky was raining with arrows, aiming at me mercilessly. I was given tasks and more tasks to do today. I have no idea when the deadlines for these tasks are but I purposely din ask. I fear that my present supvr would talk like my army S1. Whenever we ask him : sir, when do u want us to get this thing done, he would reply: Yesterday!

While trying to complete the tasks one by one, I was on one hand telling myself to complete the tasks fast so that I can move on with learning new things. On the other hand, i told myself to slow down, because there is no point rushing, you are just working manz. Nevertheless, I completed all the tasks given to me within today. I am not sure if i am expected to finish them that soon.. but i intend to release my work bit by bit to my boss.

Perhaps i am indeed very efficient such that I managed to get so many things done within one day. However, I may be inefficient in a way that I do not how to plan and spread out my time well, or I am just giving sub-standard rush work.

Still, I must say working is tiring. But $$$ has so far become the best incentive and motivation. Everyday i work, i am paid $100+ yeah...

Thanks to all friends who have asked me and showed concern one way or another about my family problem. No thanks to those who only bother to read but yet pretended you never read and duno wat happened.

Some of you may have found me still as cheerful and nonsensical over the weekends, but the actual fact is that the situation at home has gotten worse over the last weekend. I am not pretending to be happy, i try to be happy, cos life moves on :)