Bad mooD

Its just like 3-4 yrs ago when i first started to learn meditation. I often feel very frustrated and easily agitated after every meditation session. However, the problem ceased after more practice, but it came back again since last week. I am now feeling pretty frustrated.

Tmr is the Buddhist Library Bodhi Walk. I was told that they only hit 20% of their target. Hopefully the number will increase over these few days, but i guess it shld be still far from the target.
Since yr1 joining NUSBS, we hve been using BL for many activities, be it Dharma talks, meditation sessions, MC meetings and other projects discussions. Using its premises, air-con and other amenities.. tats why i decided to give BL my support with a meagre registration fee of $5.

*To all those ppl who have volunteered and offered 'free' participation, pls at least offer some dana or pay the minimum amt of money for the t-shirt & stuffs u have gotten from BL, although they r sponsored* Haha.

Oh yes, to those very few who have heard me talking abt the negative aspects of the Buddha Relic Exhibition & Ajahn Brahm's talk, pls pardon me for my frankness. I feel such events are targetted and meant for the general public, those who duno or know v little abt buddhism, and shldnt raise much motivations or inspirations for the practising buddhists. However, its too great a bad karma to bear talking abt negative things related to the Dharma. So am i saying this to protect myself or really trying to develop a bodhi mind? Mabbe both...

Anyway one by one my peers have found themselves a job at some big firms like AFPD and Chartered, Congrats! I heard they r paid reasonably well too. To those who havent found one, jiayou, u jus need to apply agressively.

And SADHU SADHU SADHU to smallbro ONG for spending his hols so meaningfully. After attending the 10day malaysia tertiary buddhist camp, he is back in singapore spending almost the entire week helping out at PKS, getting to know more new buddhist frens from the external organisations. This is something which i havent experienced myself also, so i am very happy for u. Keep up the good work!

Smallbro tree.... get well fast so that u can soon start glowing with the Dharma like the rest. Sleeping cut off timing shld be at 1am for u....

TEDDY! You like to call Mozarella didi huh? Mabbe i shld start giving u a nick too, ahah. Anyway, u look very cute and cheerful in yellow today, too bad i din take ur photo jus now! KeanYap, thanks for leaving me a comment/msg on my blog, really appreciate it.