Indifference

I just got my results 2 hours ago. Unlike the previous semesters, I am not even 1% as nervous as before. Probably I know my results in this semester is not going to affect me much in my overall performance in NUS. Hence, i also do not have much expectations for my results.

I failed to perform another miracle this sem which i did for HRM and other written/essays kind of modules in the past semesters. I got a B+ for Law. As for FYP, i think there is this pretty default or standard grade that most final yr students will get.

But for the rest of my electives, i really nv expect myself to Ace them, with neither a 'minus or plus' sign. Oh.. do u believe i have never gotten a single 'A+' grade in NUS? I think its uncommon for engin students. But i shld be thankful and contented, and its too late, i find myself only starting to perform well in my final yr.

By rite n the past, I shld be very happy over the results i have for this sem, but apparently not for this time. I dun feel sad over the B+ also, jus feel very indifferent. Probably I have already stepped out of my student life, and i shld be focussing more on my career. Right in front of me are very thick files of documents tat i need to go through for some tasks plannings and implementations. All the nus stuffs, esp the NUS/OSA/NUSSU emails seem so distant and unrelated to me.

Oh congrats to all those who have either safely secured ur Honours class, and congrats x 2 to the many others who have managed to jump from 2nd lower to 2nd upper class. I can understand ur triumphant feelings. So far, all my final yr friends did very well.

To my juniors, dun give up. I used to have sleepless nights worrying over my grades too when i was in yr 1 and 2, but i find it so stupid and silly now. Its definitely not worth the drive and energy to worry over ur grades, ultimately u will understand wat i mean. Jus enjoy ur NUS campus life to the fullest, join more activities and study hard and smart :) Dun be bogged down by grades!