Dun feel like doing anything

Recently, I have not been feeling well, not just mentally but also physically. Probably the 2 are inter-related.

Lately, I have lost my temper many times, especially to the M1 customer service officers. They have once again failed their duty by NOT removing my contract when its supposed to be. As a result, the porting of my old m1 number to my new singtel number failed. Extra cost is incurred for the unnecessary extension of my M1 line.

Physically, my stomach has never really given me much peaceful days. Furthermore, the giddy spells in me come back quite often lately. But no more puking of blood though. Tried to do some joggings and am amazed i could still run relatively okie.

And I am supposed to like my boss's baby a lot. However today, I found her quite a nuisance, probably i get to spend longer hours with her today. Was accompanying her at the rear seat while my boss drove us to celebrate his bday. She was practically screaming and crying out loud throughout the journey. I was so helpless that there s really nothing i could do to pacify her.

Negative thoughts and energies seem to be engulfing me lately. And have no mood to do anything, dun feel like reading, dun feel like meditating, dun feel like going temples, dun feel like lying down on my bed, dun feel like going out, dun feel like eating, dun feel like talking, dun feel like doing anything.