The Deserted Land

Can u imagine a world that is without concrete buildings? There will only be trees, lakes, ponds and abundance of living creatures beaming in the nature.

Read Nale's blog on her ordering of graduation gown. It seems as if it was jus a couple of months ago that i was busy taking my own height and head size. Was jogging with OWY 2 weeks ago in campus, taking the route which i always jog while i was staying in PGP. The pavements, the sightings, the surroundings and most imptly, the feelings, were so familiar and near to me.

Whenever I drove past Sheares, I would miss my room - the one which i have the shortest stay yet my favourite. It has been a wonderful ground for me, where my work efficiency and motivation were at peaks. With the avantgarde furnishings, under the soft homely orangy lightings + stepping on the comfortable floor tiles, I miss those days that I could look out from my very large windows (one entire side of the room comprises window panes) into the PSA ports. Not forgetting one corner of the corridor where I would often stand, staring at a narrow windling road leading to the site where the Old abandoned SEA building once stood - also the place where I had NUSBS FOC2000 fright night.

How many times have I mentioned in the blog that i miss campus life? That should be almost the same number of times I have repeatedly told my NUSBS snrs how much I miss army life when i was a freshman in 2000. But as the yrs pass by, my attachments for the army faded off. Similarly in no time, I guess I will no longer miss NUS as much as I do now.

But missing a place is incomparable to the feeling of missing someone. I guess nothing can be more miserable and depressing than to miss someone u love. Or shld i say, its not missing the person that makes u suffer, but missing the feelings that the person has once given you.

To all my friends out there, esp those who are feeling hurt now, do realise everything, be it good or bad, will come to and end. We can allow ourselves to feel sad and depress, but not for too long. Be brave to face the reality and truth, no matter how much you hate it.