负心的人

The weather nowadays is so nice for sleeping. The bed is so inviting that I slept as early as 10 plus these few nites. But last midnight, i receive a phone call from this kici who frantically told me: laptop spoilt liao laptop spoilt liao! Walaos, my sleep was more impt than that old lappie.. so i told him nvm la. Actually, i think the fault lies with Jane's power adaptor, ahha. I think finally its time is up!

This aftn, a gal friend of mine msned me and requested for my company. The fact that i only met her once through an online forum gathering made me feel rather uneasy. Moreover, she rides a bike + smoke, in addition to wat jane said "Labrador park leh! Very dangerous! Many gals nowadays seduce guys then call police!" made even me more skeptical. However, the moment she told me she was feeling very down, i agree to the meeting up without further hesitation.

Sighz, she is another victim of love. Her encounter and story was definitely nothing new to me, but still, its unbearable for the affected party. She couldnt resist and broke down shortly. I think i did a damm bad job this evening as I was also at loss of words to console and comfort her. After the meet up, i quickly called up another friend in the forum for 'help', and she shrieked "What!? you only know her a few days ago and now she is pouring out to you on her bgr???"

Yeps, i was also constantly checking on my male EGO which has been telling me how great a person i was to often have gals coming up to me to pour out their woes. Indeed to date, i have quite a few surprises when some not-so-close gal friends came up to me to share with me their troubled hearts. Do i really look like a father?

Well, I think LOVE is such a very formidable weapon that can make you do wonders. It allows you to make extraordinary sacrifices (which u may find stupid later) , and it can also make u go weak on your knees such that you no longer has the energy to hold back your floodgates, allowing all your emotional currents to wash out all your secrets and deeply buried feelings.

While i am willing to spend much time and effort on my friend, I have to shamefully admit that i did not apply the same patience i had for my friends to my own mum. I deserve to be sent to hell.