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The much earlier version of this currently v popular song. Although the new version is now sang by a very powerful singer, somehow, i still prefer the older version. The feelings injected in this song was jus so right in the original version. The exasperation, the aspiration and the outburst are so real...

100+ ppl were killed in the medan air crash - may all the deceased have an early rebirth.

Read the blog of a fellow fren who got rid of some spiders (Daddy Long Legs) in her room using tissue paper. I cant help but feel very remorseful of my own actions when i was younger. I used to find daddy long legs quite often under a shelf at home. As these daddy long legs have really very long legs, i wud use a lighter to burn off their long legs, leaving their body to 'survive'. Of cos these spiders must have died without their legs. I did even more cruel acts like sometimes putting sugar solutions on the gound to as bait to attract the ants. As soon as the ants gathered around their new found food, i wud burn them using lighters, or catch them one by one and drown them in water. All these cruel and inhumane acts were done when i was at a v young age, and i thoroughly regret my actions and evil thoughts.

When i joined foc2000, i met this gal called jingrui in my grp. We were running from SRC back to YIH when she exclaimed aloud and told us to be careful not step on a trail of ants. I was quite taken aback as I nv expect someone to be so compassionate and particular abt 'killing ants'. But thanks goodness I was taught the Dharma, and i told myself to abstain killing even the slightest living things i see. Sad to say, i did kill a few mosquitoes after tat during my a study session at BRE.

I wud not like to say which actions are right or wrong, but definitely we are sure that certain doings lead to certain outcomes. For all the wrong doings i have done in the past, may i receive my fruits and punishments.