Alone

I have 3 events in a row today.

1) NUSBS MC Retreat

Pls pardon, hopefully no offence to anyone, but i found my time spent in the sharing session a torture. Actually i duno why or since when it happened that i began to detest sharing sessions. And I dun think what i 'shared' today were beneficial to my juniors. The more we tok, the more it gave me the 纸上谈宾 kind of feeling. Actions speak louder than words.

I may be wrong, but i personally feel tat the best guidiance shld be coming directly from their immediate predecessors. I am really toooo far apart from them liao. Just like a heartless guy who no longer have any feelings for his gf, my feeling for BS has kinda died. I feel that my future contributions to the society will no longer be driven by passion, but rather, by obligation.


2) Colleague's Wedding Dinner

I attended a church wedding of my colleague. My biggest boss, that powerful lady, commented on my ear ring. She expressed her dislike for guys having ear piercing. Gosh.. i must have given her a pretty bad impression. I guess i shld stop wearing accessories to work then - no choice, i work under her.

My colleagues are a rather playful bunch of ppl. But i m sick of seeing them everyday at work, so i wud like to give myself a break from them during my weekends. I left the wedding dinner super early.


3) NUSBS FOC2000 Gang Gathering

We have our annual mid autumn festival gathering at NUS Engine bridge tonite. We recalled the many fui nites we have spent on the bridge for BS activities. We even danced the 第一支舞， haha. The only diff is that we no longer wait for buses at the bus stop to go back to our halls. Instead, we went to our cars and drove home. We have all grown up, our lifestyles have changed.

Once again, they were pressurising me to get a gf. I am one of the only 2 guys left in the grp without a gf. Pls.. i dun think i have much of a problem chasing skirts or picking up gals... but pls..... leave me alone - i want to be alone.