I nv regard myself as a quiet person. I can be quite talkative at times, but still, i really cant stand noisy ppl. Its such an irony tat i used to complain abt having a personal office, lonely and boring. Now, i am working in an open concept office, with colleagues around me. But i simply cant stand the incessant complaints from this guy.
Firstly, he likes to announce to the entire world for the slightest achievement he made. Secondly, he like to repeatedly 'clarify' to the whole world tat he is MERELY helping me in my work cos i am new here, and he isnt supposed to do it. Thirdly, he kept setting deadlines for me to fufil, when he is NOT even my boss. I got this impression tat he is jus in a hurry to push and hand over everything to me. Damm...
Ppl who have worked with me wud know tat i NEVER like to push away responsibilities or work to others. In my philosophy, i ONLY like to help and KPO others' work, definitely not the other way round. But sometimes even if u wanna go into the war, u must get your ammunition ready with u. Right now, i dun even have sufficient ammunition with me and i am expected (by this guy) to enter the war. Tough luck, my manager is away for a 3-week overseas assignment.
Arguging, quarrelling and scolding ppl is my JOB back in CDGE, as i did those almost everyday. Really din wanna use my 'skill' at my new work place, but no choice, i somehow did it today as i need to defend and protect myself from getting deeper into the pit.
Really wish to find someone to thrash my feelings out this evening. Picked up the mic to sing at home, but duno why singing failed to work for me tonite. Fortunately a snr colleague came online on MSN and i spare no time into removing the sorrows off my chest to him. Thanks goodness.... he, jus like the other colleagues of mine, are able to understand my plight perfectly. I need not say more, they know the situation much better than me cos they have been working with him longer.
Brought my ear piece, metta chant, heart sutra and wayfarers song to work and listen, jus to avoid hearing his voice. Can u plsss shut up?
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
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