Tuhan Reverse

It was only in my last entry tat I mentioned about my ability to predict things (bad happenings). I could feel some form of negative energy in me when i wrote that entry. And just last night, something terrible happened at home.

In buddhist teachings, we are supposed to send metta and show compassion for them. I did. But lately, they/it have/has been getting on my nerves, that I started to sense hatred arising in me, targetting against them. You cant blame me when they/it kept disturbing my family members, espcially my mum. And last evening, I heard the ever most frightening, terrible and scary wails. They were from my mum............ I am going to keep her company for the next few nights.

And to Mr Kici, you have to thank Jane jiejie for volunteering to help u collect what you need. She even offered to take a cab down from her home in the west to Beach Rd for your sake, cos it was already 4 plus when I approached her for help. But of cos I didnt let her do so, its just too much hassle.

Expecting this coming CNY to be a very boring one.