SHE

Today, I started a new course at ITE, and the class turned out to be very fun. In fact, I did not even hold any expectation for the class prior to today as I have already lost the fire and excitment in me attending courses at ITE. However, it was a pleasant surprise today for me, as the class is not only small, but everyone is extremely sociable and chatty. Its only the first 2 meals and everyone started squeezing together at one big table for makan.

And yeah, finally on the 3rd course, there are chiobus in my class. And I am not talking abt 1 or 2, but 3 of them! In the past, my class comprised mainly aunties, and even the younger ones are jus so so or cannot make it. But today, the 3 young gals really look above average. There is this 4th one, young also but her looks are more plain, more like a xiaomeimei. But then among the 3, there is one that managed to make my heart jump a little bit faster.

Haha old habits die hard, I immediately 'searched' for on icq after turning on my PC at home. Thanks god she has a very unique name, i managed to find her, ahhaha! But she isnt online yet.... sighz. Scarli she is in invisible mode, and doesn wanna appear online to me, then tmr I see her will be damm malu. Perhaps I shld ask for her hp num by the end of the course.

For the entire day today, our eyes met a few times, and she would give me those very shy + uneasy smiles. Well well....... Someone ever told me that if you dyingly wish something to happen, then every single thing u see or hear will seem 'in line' with what you wanted it to be. It may turn out to be a fake reinforcement of your wish afterall. Anyway, just simply enjoy the process and not the final product. I know where I want and am heading to and so the final outcome will still be the same.... larrr.

Just finished watching the channel 8 variety show with my mum. I watched it becos SHE was on the show tonite... and wah piangz, i nearly fainted watching abt 5-6 grp of gals imitating SHE. I think some of these grps shldnt call themselves SHE but FAT. Not only are they fat, ugly but cannot dance & sing. I wonder if any foreigners were to turn on our national TV, they will be given the wrong idea how come singapore gals all look so ugly & terrible one ah? Nevertheless, there are still a handful of good ones, who can sing really well, esp the 3 12-yr old gals, who sang amazingly well at their age.

Alrite, i think too much of critics and harsh words tonite. Just feel very different whenever i am injected with a diff emotion during the day.