My Nokia 6610i

I am now holding on to my dearest newly bought nokia 6610i. Its so nice, its so beautiful. I am going to hug it to sleep tonight. Just like driving which I have to keep my sight on the rear mirror every 5 seconds, my eyes will be on my nokia every 5 seconds too. Aww.... my dearest nokia 6610i, I just cant keep my hands and eyes off you. Hahahahaha!!!!

I have this unexplainatory funny feeling in me this evening. Its not exactly those extreme negative ones which can be used to predict bad things that will happen tmr. Its somewhat like a huge pang of doubt stuffing within.

Anyway, I realise that I have been drifting away from the Dharma. And no, i am feeling no urgency to get myself back 'on track' to embrace the Dharma. In fact, I shldnt judge myself or anyone, or even have the slightest thought on which level or how far i/he/she have advanced in Dharma cultivation.

I ever thought that I shld take a 'break' from cultivation. But I later laughed at myself for being so ignorant, of seeing cultivation as an enforcement to myself, or perhaps a jail to keep myself improving. Thats not the way.... tats all the wrong views that keep us going in cycles.

Back to the ghost story in my earlier entry. Whats your first impression when u read it? Do you treat is just like any other ghost stories? If your are compassionate enough, you should be feeling sorry, or at least something for the poor soul, that has been hunting around of her bf in the campus halls. If the story is really true, may you be well and happy, and have an early good rebirth.