Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Bumping around

Lately, I can feel the motivation in me to update my blog everyday. I do not know the precise reason, but I guess it has to do with my mood. And my intention and motivation to write blog varies from time to time.

In the past, I used to write blog (easyjournal) as a form of self reflection. Gradually, my blog mutated into something like a diary, keeping my friends updated of myself. Subsequently, my blog became tainted with undesirable elements of hatred and ignorance. It became a channel for me to voice out my displeasures, vent my frustrations, and sometimes sending under current msgs to certain ppl, whom i know will read my blog.

And now, blog writing is more like a past time which I no longer take it seriously. The words which you read now are more like blabberings from me, occasionally accompained with some interesting pics to break the monotony of the page. Things written here shld be read and forgotten.... its really just like a past time.

My 2nd course at ITE ended today. Time flies amazingly + freakingly fast. Jus days ago, we were strangers sitting side by side, followed by engaging in several group proj & discussions. Today, everyone was bidding each other farewell with exhanging of name cards. And we all know that probably we wun get to see one another ever again this life. Tats life - ever changing.

Went over to nus campus this afternoon as my course ended by lunch time. Parked my car at engin and walked to the Arts canteen. The distance seemed to be much longer than the past, probably becos I have been walking blindly almost everyday in the past, without paying attention to the things in my path - so the distance seemed shorter then. Along the way, I thought I saw some familiar faces ie. Edward dashing across the engin bridge, Mingxin on service A1, but of cos all these were nothing but illusions. All those faces which I see almost everyday in campus last time are gone for good.

...but in the end saw funnybean who was on her way to go shopping from campus!?

If the 'theory' I heard is true, I shld live no older than 45 yr old. I have ever written abt this in my previous blog entry, and I may write again to explain why I believe its true.


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