I love babies

There are very few things I like a lot in life. I guess 2 of my favourite things are none other than BABIES and CARS. Quite a weird combination eh? I guess most typical guys would be very interested in cars and planes, but not many fancy babies. On the other hand, I am not interested in sports like bball and soccer which most guys do, but prefer individual sports like swimming and bowling.

I guess my previous has sent a little confusion over. Thanks to all my frens' concerns and offering of help, but dun get me wrong, the prev entry is definitely not written out of emotions. Neither was it a hoax or an effort to AA. Its really what I feel from the bottom of my heart. Sometimes I ponder, why must we be 'created' in this world to withstand so much sufferings, and in the end, we have to work so hard to get ourselves out from the sufferings? Any logic behind it? Whats the rational of having to go through all these?

The above is not taught in buddhism, not because buddhism isnt complete, but its not necc to know. The Dharma is to teach us on how we can break away from the viscous samsara cycle. But that doesn answer to my doubts above. Perhaps, there isnt a need to know.

This evening, a boyfren told me his galfren is bringing her fren to a dharma talk, but ended up the fren told me its her who brought his galfren to the talk instead of his galfren bringing her to the talk. Hahahaha...whatever, I am just glad that there s a strong spiritual support for one another, in encouraging everyone to practise the Dharma diligently. Its even happier to meet some familiar faces, faces that used to form part of BS, faces that I have met at various Dharma activities etc.

Got a pleasant surprise that Jian Fa shifu suddenly called out my name, and offered me a seat which is directly next to him, a small space of approximate 50 x 50 cm sq area, very humid and hot corner, but a good spot to keep my attention span lengthen, esp after a day of hard work since 7 plus am. I would like to encourage everyone to attend the subsq sessions, which comprises short stories of the buddha, followed by explanations + elaborations + sharings from the 3 shifus.