Wow, i have not expected myself to take a hiatus from blogging for so long. Many things have happened over the past 2 weeks or so. Life is sometimes so unpredictable, but i guess i shall leave the details out. Not very comfortable to share them openly on my blog yet.

Work has been getting more stressful. I took half a day off to go home for a nap, only to be dreaming abt work still. I woke up from the nap, logged onto my company network to address those ever coming work mails. Its jus as good as working from home and not taking the off :( At night, i dreamt of work again, sighz.

I continue to wake up in the middle of the night at 4am (everynight) without fail. It seems that my biological clock has been set and fixed at 4am. I was prescribed 3 types of sleeping pills. The first type made me very drowsy and i was totally knocked out, but it has side effects of causing memory loss. The 2nd time was less effective cos i could still wake up in the middle of the night, but with milder side effects. The 3rd type was prescribed by my specialist, which made me very tired and drowsy even throughout the day.

I went for to the polyclinic on thursday to ask for a referral cos i have been suffering from persistent headaches for the past 45 days. Categorised under 'fast track' case, i was arranged to see my specialist the very next day at TTSH with the neurological scan done on my head. Results out only next week, but i am confident i will be alright and nothing is wrong with my head.

I am fortunate that my work place is so near labrador park. During lunch time, i will drive there to enjoy the sun, waves, breeze and peace.

Life is so unpredictable. I always believe that good things which come fast will go away twice as fast, unless they are hard earned by yourself. The invisible wall which i have involuntarily built around myself over the 3 yrs was finally knocked down for a while, but now it has started to build up again, twice as high and thrice as strong.

Trying very hard to revert back to the older days where life can be carefree and relaxing.