过敏

你消失的一百天，我没了笑脸怕别人看见。

我想我才了解，我正停格在爱情过敏的季节。

季节没改变，是想念没断线。

Currently my favourite song from Ms Yang (yeah same surname man!). I think she delivers this song pretty well, and this song is really very nicely written.

I decided to consume those sleeping pills prescribed by the doctor. The first nite i took it, I still wake up in the middle of the night for about 30min, but went on to have a deep sleep till 8am! Last evening, I took half a tablet again, woke up in the middle of the night for just a few min, and went on to sleep till 9am!!!! I think i havent slept till so late in recent years... The sleeping pills seemed effective, though not totally on me.

But i know my blood pressure is still very high. While driving long distance to my grandparents' house yday, i could feel blood gushing up my head. The feeling was terrible, as i feel immense pressure at my temples with cold sweat beads forming on my forehead.

Yes, work is pressurising, but definitely not to the extent of breaking me down. Other than work, my life is really great and enjoying. My bro's wedding is just around the corner, and i have very great close friends hanging out with me often. But i cant really explain on my phyiscal condition... wat happened?