From the multiple pics i have posted, it seems that i have endless gatherings with my friends, but actually not. It jus happened that we have several meet-ups recently. However, CNY period is gonna be busy. I have diff grps of friends organising 'reunion' dinners. As i do not have the habit of keeping an organiser, I did not record down the dates and jus verbally agree to the dates proposed.
This morning, I realised I have lost track on my appointments and decided to jot them down on my paper calendar. Fortunately, all 5 dates do not clash with one another (2/3, 2/4, 2/5, 2/11, 2/12). Heng ah!
A colleague of mine feels himself crushed. He has jus broken off with his gf of 6 yrs. He told us over tea break today how touched he was when his parents one by one entered his room to give him advices. He is indeed fortunate. I have no time and no bandwidth to worry abt love life. My job itself is giving me problem, in addition to my family woes. My morale is very low. It seems that i have not see the bright sunny days for a very long time. Probably i lack the nourishment from love which many of my frens have, haha. But i remind myself the analogy of licking honey off the knife.
I went to the airport to send pakwing off to sweden. He has many friends to send him off. I wondered if i were to leave singapore one day, wud i have so many friends to send me off. Somehow, I do not wish to take my BS friends into consideration as I feel that the friendships formed among BS are not exactly hard to come by. Its not becos i dun cherish them, but rather, its definitely much harder to build strong and solid friendships outside a religious body, esp to break through the superifical level.
Zeathereal said i look very tired. I dun think i jus look tired, but i feel very tired too. I am wearing out. I feel sick but there r tonnes of work to complete. But i always wanna cater some time for my friends. Friends, share with me your problems if you want. I will be most glad to listen to you.
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